I’ve sat in front of my computer opened my blog and tried to write something … anything …. and nothing came… well nothing I thought, you would find interesting enough to get past the first paragraph. So I closed it and said hey “tomorrow is another day.” I tried again and again during the week and nothing came. Well it’s Friday and I decided to just open it and write what ever comes out of my scattered little mind.
My daughter and grand baby went home a week ago today. I missed them before I kissed them and walked them to the car. I kept telling myself don’t be selfish and greedy Kayden was with you for almost 4 months and Dani 2 months. I keep reminding myself that I am fortunate that I got to spend that much time with them. But I haven’t been very convincing…
I miss my bedroom being swung up at 8am and being greeted “Mamma” and being handed a sippy cup, and having Kayden jump in my arms. I miss her morning kisses and the two of us walking to the kitchen to wash her cup and refill with milk. I miss her running to the pantry and opening the door pointing to the cereal. So many little things that you don’t think you’ll miss until they don’t happen. She was my like my daily sunshine, my fresh air. I miss her a lot!
Its was so cute while she was here almost every nite I’d walk her around the room saying good night to everyone, she’d kiss and hug everyone and say “Nite” Then I’d take her to the room, get her ready for bed put on her favorite movie “The Cat in The Hat”, tuck her in and kiss her good night. I miss that a lot.
There is something special about the bond I have with Kayden, one day I might be able to tell everyone how my grand baby saved me……
In closing a bit of musing from my scattered mind, even the strongest walls get weak and crack and eventually fall….
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ahh..blogger's block…welcome to my world..
welcome back Deborah now these kids need a little of grandma's love. now get busy writing lol thank you and god bless the little ones and you too
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Very nice and touching post.
My God Deborah – that was a mirror of what my Mom says about me and my baby. Loved reading it and now taking it to my Mom. She's going to love you…
Debbi,
missed having you around….
xoxox
Jessica
Savor those moments,there are many who don't get them also.Thank God for having a beautiful family..its only those special memories that keep one going,or else for someone like me,I would have given up a long time back..keep writing,Love to see you back.
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Don’t leave us hanging Deb… tell how your precious grandbaby saved you. I know you must really miss them now that they’ve gone. Those moments together are a treasure and a blessing.
Welcome back!
You're very lucky to have spent those months with beloved family members, sure it's time you'll cherish. Those memories will never fade and it's the little things that mean so much. Welcome back!!!!
Glad to have you back Deb… Life is never easy is it? But it is usually interesting
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